It’s both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. ” – Greys Anatomy, No Man’s Land.

I was supposed to post yesterday. But I didn’t. At this point every day is a struggle. Convincing myself that I need to get up, and do things is hard. I’d much rather do nothing, stay in bed with some soppy tv, my dog, or play TF2.

Speaking of which, do any of you play TF2? It’s my new thing. It happily means I don’t have to think about anything.

Anyway, I’ve been slack. I’ve been neglecting Rarg. And Twitter. And haven’t been commenting on any blogs, or even reading them. If I could work up the energy, I would.

I’m in a rough place at the moment.

A stupidly horrible, fucking awful, ridiculous rough place.

So I probably won’t be around as often. If you’d like to guest post, flick me an elly@rarg.co.nz. It would be cool if you posted for me.

Otherwise, I guess I’ll see you when the world isn’t so dark.